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The Fuck

from The Absence by itSELF

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about

Francisco de Assis Pereira (born November 29, 1967), also known as "O Maníaco do Parque" ("The Park Maniac"), is a Brazilian serial killer which has inspired the song "The Fuck". He is known for raping and murdering 11 women and attempting to assault nine others in a park in the city. Pereira was extroverted and convincing and left the victims to describe their present situation, usually of conflict in their relationships, and then use this information to conquer and convince the girls to go with him to a park nearby on his motorbike. He acted mainly around subway stations, where he approached his victims with the promise of participation in photo shoots of a large cosmetics company, usually scanning with predatory eyes for victims with apparent emotional discomfort, which the delinquent described as "sad" and " head low", with apparent susceptibility to approaching strangers. His heinous crimes were testament to his insatiable craving for lust. He sought pleasure with a singular ruthlessness, disregarding the feelings and safety of his victims. He would roam the Park with impunity, confident he would never be caught.

As a child he was molested by his aunt, after which he developed a fixation on breasts. As an adult, he was seduced by his boss to engage in homosexual relationships. In one such relationship with a Goth woman, she almost ripped off Pereira's penis, making him fear losing his reproductive organ. Pereira showed a darker side even before the murders. Thayna, a transvestite with whom he lived for more than a year, constantly reported that Francisco had punched her in the stomach and slapped her in the face, just as some of the surviving women had reported. Because of the incident with the gothic woman, he suffered from dyspareunia, pain present during sex, and the impossibility of pleasure is suspect of being the reason for Pereira's murder spree.

During interrogation, Pereira stated that convincing the victims was simple. He just said what they wanted to hear and showered them with compliments, identified himself as a talent scout for an important magazine, offered a good fee, and invited the girls to a photo session in an ecological environment. He said it was a unique opportunity, something predestined, that could not be wasted. However, instead of being photographed, they were humiliated, abused, and asphyxiated with a shoelace as the only way to feel pleasure was with dead victims so they wouldn't ridicule his deformed dick. The tech guitar riff that follows the song breakdown together with the hectic piano and orchestra in the song was carefully constructed to portray Maniaco's relentless act of cowardliness during his “tour of terror” together with his victims in the Park. He would also go on to say, "I was possessed by an evil force." and "I am a person with a good and a bad personality. Sometimes I am not able to dominate this dark side. I pray, I pray, but I cannot resist and then I chase after women. I wished that they would not go with me into the park, that they would run away." After being caught he claimed he was about to start cannibalizing his victims.

After he disappeared from his job, he only left a newspaper and a note on the table. He regretted having to leave, apologizing for the sudden action:

"My journey here, has ended..."

These series of atrocious crimes drove Marcelo Rezende, a famous journalist, to conduct an interview with him in prison. Marcelo was so shaken by the interview after asking the murderer if another Maniac would've done the same to his daughters and received not an answer back but a cold and bleak question in return: “What would YOU do if I 'd be your son?”. By this interview moment, a lot of the old-school sounds like in Psycho’s movie appear in, inspiring a lot of orchestrated parts that appear during this song, adding to the atmosphere of menace. These eerie sounds were meant to mimic the sense of terror the man was able to evoke in the minds of his victims. Combined with the lyrics, this song paints a vivid picture of a man consumed by the demons of lust. If that wasn't powerful enough, the last phrase of the song calls for Maniaco do Parque's death.

lyrics

Strangle the whore I will
Thirst for her moan to shrill
I will dominate against her will
Bite hard incites the thrill

Strangle the whore I will, I will
I will dominate against her will
Bite hard incites the thrill
Strangle the whore I will, I will

The tour of terror has just begun
Your dream of being a model will become true
A glamour bathed in blood, a celebrity of evil
We'll become famous in the police headlines

How could you trust in someone you've never seen
I'm getting closer
Your sorrow is my nectar, I'll make a crown of tears
Your ego will kneel before me like I have to every day

My head spins with her last gasp of relief
I need to find another one to step outside of this world

I pray... I pray but I can't resist

The dyspaurenic consummation triggers my desire for flesh
A spiritual deliverance from that maniac love has awakened the enemy within

I feel sorrow but I like it
My journey here has ended
I am sorry but it has to be like that

What would you do if I'd be your son?

I hope you die you fucking scumbag

credits

from The Absence, released May 26, 2023
itSELF is:
Ricardo Falcon - Guitars
Estevan Furlan - Drums

Session musicians:
Jason Peppiatt - Vocals
Carsten Altena - Orchestration
Linus Klausenitzer - Fretless Bass

Lyrics by Ricardo Falcon
Produced by Ricardo Falcon and Wieslawski Brothers
Recorded, mixed, and mastered at Hertz Studio*
*Except vocals - Recorded at Crawlspace Productions
Artwork by Bjorn Goosses

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Symphonic Death Metal featuring members and ex-members of Psycroptic, Sinister, Belphegor, The Monolith Deathcult and Obscura also featuring several other guests from bands such as Suffocation and Ignea.

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